Wednesday, September 17, 2014
The Spirit Within: Moving on!
The Spirit Within: Moving on!: Moving on is something that is not easy at all. It's very, very difficult especially when you love someone as much as I loved Bill. It...
Moving on!
Moving on is something that is not easy at all. It's very, very difficult especially when you love someone as much as I loved Bill. It has been 14 months now and I honestly feel I am doing pretty dog gone well at adjusting to life without him. Sure I have days of incredible heart ache but it is not often.
Slowly and with help from my children and Bill's son Derek and daughter Crystal, things Bill loved his personal things now are in their homes for them to enjoy. The Harmony buck stays here with me as does the floor mount bear, his spirit lives in those so those are mine.
I have made our cabin mine now! Mounts are gone and I must admit I can breath so much better, I tried to keep them clean but I was not very successful. His closet still has a few things of his in it, but basically I now have another closet for my junk! The hunting closet is now a pantry more or less for appliances I don't use often any more. When I open the "pantry" doors however, Bill's scent is still in there..or is it doe pee? No matter it is a scent I love.
This summer reunited me with a long lost classmate! We have talked for hours and hours like teenagers and laughed and laughed over silly things that happened in high school and junior high, to bring these memories up some 47 years later does both our hearts good. Laughing is so good for the soul you know. We met for lunch at my favorite place out of Harmony..Dysarts! I saw him for the first time as a man, WOW!! Quite a transformation from a skinny kid who was college bound to the man he is today. We are friends...it is good!
I am so very lucky in life, sure I have been dealt some pretty mean and nasty blows but it has made me a stronger person, today thanks to a wonderful chiropractor I am healing naturally through gentle techniques that are used and holistic healing through Reiki. Doubters it works. I was at a point in life that I could not even fasten a bra without dropping to the floor from pain in my arms, sure I did things around here but I had no choice and I suffered so after. Today my arms are healing as is the rest of my body. In a few weeks I should be good to go to wherever it is my path goes.
So I am moving on in life. Winter comes to Maine quickly this year it seems, or is this late fall, who knows, all I know is that I am so very lucky to have such wonderful children who care about their mom, and let it be known by there actions and cute posts of facebook. I have wonderful friends whom I love and care about so very much.
Enjoy life my friends and family....it is short so make it sweet. Don't look for perfection, simple is good, look at the sunset and the sun rise it happens every day and every night, sometimes cloud cover over shadows it's beauty so it proves not all is perfect. Love deeply, be passionate about yourself and those you love, if someone wrongs you, walk away, they are not worthy of you nor your time. Let them talk about you, raise your head high to there rude and childish comments and just walk away, Life is too short....remember....you could go fishing on a sunny summer day and never come back!
M O V I N G O N !!!!
Slowly and with help from my children and Bill's son Derek and daughter Crystal, things Bill loved his personal things now are in their homes for them to enjoy. The Harmony buck stays here with me as does the floor mount bear, his spirit lives in those so those are mine.
I have made our cabin mine now! Mounts are gone and I must admit I can breath so much better, I tried to keep them clean but I was not very successful. His closet still has a few things of his in it, but basically I now have another closet for my junk! The hunting closet is now a pantry more or less for appliances I don't use often any more. When I open the "pantry" doors however, Bill's scent is still in there..or is it doe pee? No matter it is a scent I love.
This summer reunited me with a long lost classmate! We have talked for hours and hours like teenagers and laughed and laughed over silly things that happened in high school and junior high, to bring these memories up some 47 years later does both our hearts good. Laughing is so good for the soul you know. We met for lunch at my favorite place out of Harmony..Dysarts! I saw him for the first time as a man, WOW!! Quite a transformation from a skinny kid who was college bound to the man he is today. We are friends...it is good!
I am so very lucky in life, sure I have been dealt some pretty mean and nasty blows but it has made me a stronger person, today thanks to a wonderful chiropractor I am healing naturally through gentle techniques that are used and holistic healing through Reiki. Doubters it works. I was at a point in life that I could not even fasten a bra without dropping to the floor from pain in my arms, sure I did things around here but I had no choice and I suffered so after. Today my arms are healing as is the rest of my body. In a few weeks I should be good to go to wherever it is my path goes.
So I am moving on in life. Winter comes to Maine quickly this year it seems, or is this late fall, who knows, all I know is that I am so very lucky to have such wonderful children who care about their mom, and let it be known by there actions and cute posts of facebook. I have wonderful friends whom I love and care about so very much.
Enjoy life my friends and family....it is short so make it sweet. Don't look for perfection, simple is good, look at the sunset and the sun rise it happens every day and every night, sometimes cloud cover over shadows it's beauty so it proves not all is perfect. Love deeply, be passionate about yourself and those you love, if someone wrongs you, walk away, they are not worthy of you nor your time. Let them talk about you, raise your head high to there rude and childish comments and just walk away, Life is too short....remember....you could go fishing on a sunny summer day and never come back!
M O V I N G O N !!!!
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