I am stronger! I am wiser! I am more confident! I am at peace! I am a survivor! These words are so easy to say, but to actually feel that way is much more difficult! For me they are facts, oh sure I will have a bad day here and there, and I will make the wrong decisions sometimes, but that is all part of the learning and living life in general.
These last few months with my children has been an incredible journey for me. Being in their lives for weeks has shown me that all is good in the children department. They are strong, honest, hard workers, they take their responsibilities of family and job to heights that many never achieve or choose not too. Their dad and I did a great job of raising three wonderful children and for that I am thankful and at peace.
While being with my children and grandchildren in the south I became stronger. I needed to get away from my environment for a change of pace, to see things in a different light, to not have to struggle alone in Harmony and try to survive during this epic winter Maine has had.
Because of this journey I learned about people and that everyone has fears, and self doubt, just as I do and always will. But I am more confident now and I feel I have relocated the old Holly, the Holly that Bill Witt feel in love with. The one who had a zest for life and for living and trying new things.
My tomorrows look brighter now, I am ready to "carry on" as the warrior I am. Sure I will need help with something's I want to do at my home, that help will be hired help in order not to infringe on my friends kindness. My home will be one of my priorities for improvement. It will be "Holly's home" on "Holly Hill" as my girlfriend Kim calls it!!
It will be great to be back home to see the people I love and care about. There are so many wonderful people in Harmony and I have missed them all. I have missed my home and my life and I am going to begin anew....as Tomorrow is Waiting for me!!